Since I got suckered in to project management, every day I'm being asked to perform a role for which I am totally unsuited, that I feel incompetent in, and that I know I will end up doing badly.

I hate doing things badly. I hate incompetence. I don't tolerate it in others, and when I find it in myself, it affects me on a personal level that I can't just leave in the office when it's time to go home.

I normally feel a degree of inadequacy when I work - I always feel "not quite good enough", but usually that's a spur for me to work harder and be more impressive, because it's in a field I know I can improve in every day. Project management requires me to have time management skills, to be able to delegate, to be really interested in paperwork and minutae. These aren't things I'm "not good enough" at, they're things I'm just plain bad at.

There's a possibility of another job, but I'm not sure I should go for it - it seems rather risky.

Damn, things are sucking.